I’d tell you about this girl, she is what I’d call an unsolvable Rubik’s cube. When asked to talk about herself she’d talk negatively not because she thinks she has nothing good to offer but because she knows and would like you to know that she is flawed.

She would care for you like you were hers once she sees something good in you but would waste no time to manipulate you to get what she wants. She would talk to you till you become weary but in your sad moment you’d never find someone with more comforting words. She is not the funniest person but you’d be sure to laugh when you are with her though as much as she tries to make you comfortable when you are with her she would hit you with the blunt truth whenever she feels it is necessary.

She is not the easiest person to handle, not even close to that, you can say that she is stubborn as a mule and would choose to do things her way though her only reason for doing them sometimes could be to take the control away from you, but she is dependable and would stand by you in your darkest hour and help search for motivation for you, if she cannot be your motivation.

She is the most mature person I know and also the most childish. Careful to a fault and wary of change, she could write you a textbook full of complaints, seems confused and indecisive most of the time but make no mistake she knows what she wants, would recognise it when she sees it and make the choice when she has to.

She loves God above all and unconsciously avoids doing things that would offend him. Her family and friends are her most valuable assets. She is confused about love and is too shy to accept being in love though that is what she seeks the most. Deep down she prays that somehow, someday someone would break her walls or she would be confident enough to put them down by herself and receive what she seeks.

She is a “well tamed wild one”, tamed by wariness and also by the urge to avoid offending the ones she loves the most. She is full of mischief, somewhat sarcastic and troublesome yet she is playful, humorous and peaceful. She’s tolerant yet impatient, moody yet is mostly light-hearted, generous and selfish, strong and weak, simple in a complicated way. She barely understands herself; she is a beautiful contradiction, one you would love and hate all at once.

Happy Birthday to Me!

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